Gentle Giants

Gentle Giants

© 2013 Mit Maras

Any lover of Great Dane dogs will tell you their breed nickname of gentle giants is an accurate description. All you have to do is Google information for the dogs, and you will quickly read of their gentle and loving nature despite size. Pictures of the enormous dogs standing protective beside toddlers, half their size, are favorites of mine.

A somewhat secret wish of my husband was always to own one of these magnificent animals. I have gladly admired them from afar…living in someone else’s home. Not mine. Not until now.

Recently, my husband lead a fellow worker to Christ. Somewhere along that man’s search for God, the topic of Great Danes arose. He owned a pair of Great Danes that had just given birth to a dozen puppies. My husband shared with him his lifelong wish of owning one of the magnificent creatures, and that is where this new chapter of our lives began.

Oil field men are a special breed of men themselves. My husband’s biceps and shoulders are larger than some women’s thighs. He doesn’t tower others by any means, but his nickname Moose lends some insight into his size. The other guy, my Moose-of-a-husband, calls…massive! The joy it brings me to picture two rough and tough oil men sitting around talking about Jesus and puppies is simply immeasurable! They, themselves are gentle giants!

All this leading to my current journey….the backseat of a minivan. One very excited six year old sitting beside me, separated by a sleeping 9 week old Great Dane…on my favorite blanket. The two day trip that split up a 19 hour drive is one most normal people would have never made. And that was just to get there. Thank goodness we are not normal. With our trusty GPS guiding our way, back roads of the beautiful New Mexico frontier have become our playground. A new blanket of snow, highlighting an already perfect sculpture of God’s beauty poured out onto Earth, makes a backdrop of heavenly inspiration.

One of the highlights of my journey came at 5:30 this morning, when two gentle giants bonded on the floor of a hotel room. My son, exhausted from all of the excitement, slept through it all. I dozed in and out for about three hours. The times I was awake, I saw one of the gentlest giants of a man lost in pure bonding and love with a baby of a gentle giant breed. As they played in the predawn hours, a soft glow from the bathroom illuminated their playful silhouettes. There was something magical witnessing the eternal bonds of these two gentle giants.

There were no burdens of the world weighing heavy on his mind or his chest. There were no whines and cries from a puppy missing her canine family. There was a bonding of two spirits that’s as pure as the crisp white snow blanketing the ground around us. The simple question their playful banter at 5:30 in the morning left me with was….who….saved who?

 

© 2013 Mit Maras

 

Souls Soar

Souls Soar

 

© 2012 by Mit Maras

 

 

Solitary roads traveled

Relationships sworn off

 

Fateful meeting collides

Two lives forever altered

 

Shared friends from afar

Forgotten name ignites the bond

 

Quick friendship forged

Deeper alliance emerges

 

Sweaty palms lead the leap of faith

Alone, invitation extended

 

Playful teases torture acceptance

Nervous spirits separately arrive

 

Fears and regrets openly shared

Normal walls unable to tower

 

Hours slip by like moments

Daylight stolen by the night

 

Longing connection found

Hearts entrusted to another

 

Timeless love takes flight

Fused souls soar evermore

 

© 2012 by Mit Maras

Don’t Second Guess The Soul

Someone once said to me, “my poems just take a life of their own”. I never understood what that meant until this poem hit me last night. In the depths of a horrible loss, these words kept fighting to be written. I had no desire. I was hurt. I was mad. And I didn’t want to think about the hurt let alone make it beautiful. But I learned that even when people give up on you and are so selfish they refuse to fight. And when you are tired of being the only one who’s been fighting….a poem will show you there was still fight left. I gave in to the onslaught and cried over this piece for about 6 hours last night.

Friendships are taken too lightly these days. When you have someone who supports you through every decision you’ve made and still fights to be in your life…apologize when you make a mistake. If in your elated moment you cause the one you held dear to stumble….apologize. A simple “I’m sorry” is nothing to be too prideful over. If your friend is hurting, and you had a hand in it…is it really worth losing everything? If it is….then that person was never what you said they were. Be careful how you treat your friends. We all have limits and will one day give up. If you’re the one hurting…speak your piece, state your case, lay your heart one more time on the table and trust them to care for it. When they choose not to cherish your heart, quietly pick it up and walk away knowing you did all you could do.

I apologize for any grammatical errors. I love run on sentences and I use the word “and” entirely too much. Downfall to the one person you counted on to help being the one who walked away.

If you’ve got a friend that a simple “I’m sorry what I did hurt you. Now let’s celebrate together” would fix. Put down your pride and ego and selfishness….show them they are worth it. Or you’ll lose them forever.

Don’t Second Guess The Soul

© 2012 by Mit Maras

Face down on bended knees

Quickly gasping for air

You reach out for the hand

That’s no longer right there

 

Hurts spoken in anger

Are a matter of heart

Satan’s most prized weapon

Someone tears love apart

 

When pain’s voice becomes all

That you’re able to hear

Darkness blankets the truth

Imminent end is near

 

Last trust placed before them

Lay selfishness aside

Vulnerable and bare

With nowhere else to hide

 

Questions race through your mind

Could they possibly care

Hell delights in triumph

Death of a bond so rare

 

Friendship once so selfless

No story has seen script

People change and move on

Two lives forever ripped

 

Blessed you were to have them

An invincible team

Forever remember

Woven as one in seam

 

Doesn’t matter how hard

You fight for them to stay

Out of loyalty stand

And watch them walk away

 

There’s part of your being

Should never need be told

For love to ever last

Don’t second guess the soul

 

©2012 by Mit Maras